I'm so tired of going to sleep,
Fearing another day with no escape.
But once I've fallen,
I want nothing but the dark waters to converge.
To wrap around me.
To drown out all my senses.
I don't want to feel,
Let the numbness have it's way.
Let the darkness wash away all the pain.
Keep me under, knock me breathless.
Unconcious of the world around me.
No thought of the coming hell.
Dawn breaks...
Shattering dreams of never having to wake up again,
Just sleep until the pain goes away.
Wake up when you're no longer afraid.